April 2011
1 post
I'm back
and I weight 186. I recently peaked at 198 I was at 186 Thursday, but I binged yesterday. I hope you guys are still going strong since I’ve been gone for so long.
August 2010
3 posts
tumblrbot asked: WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE INANIMATE OBJECT?
I really want to talk to someone,
but the people who want to talk to me suck.
:(
“Perhaps when we find ourselves wanting everything, it is because we are...”
– Sylvia Plath (via baileymimask) (via beauty-inthe-breakdown)
July 2010
24 posts
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Went to work. Went to friends. Got drunk. Text faught man I was in love with. Ended things for good. Erased eachother from everything. Caught cab home. Deleted every Facebook album I had. Listening to music. Trying not to cry.
How was your night?
I don't want to go to work!
fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck.
I went for my first run in a long time.
I never went to sleep last night, so around 6:40AM I went running on my old trail. I have not been there in a long time, because trees have fallen and weeds have grown and I barely got a run in :/
Regardless, I felt my heart beating in my throat from running so hard and I am ready to get into some routine.
I was looking at pictures from last fall when I was down to 500 cals a day, and throwing...
amomentonthehips answered: alli really works....
Can you take both at the same time?
Does anyone use diet pills?
Which are the best ones? Are they affective? How so? Please & Thanks. :)
jumpand-fall-deactivated2011111 asked: hey, i'm marissa :) thanks for the follow! if you ever need anything, don't be a stranger; feel free to message me anytime! i'm a pretty good listener :D good luck with your weight loss goals! xxx
Back and under construction.
I’m back for good. I’m between 190-195. We got rid of our digital scale :( I’m going to get a new layout for my tumblr and edit my about me part and start posting. Bare with me.
reblog and follow train if you're a weight loss...
123lbs:
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thinspirationonly:
prettyskinnydreams:
teenfatgirl:
givememydream:
measuringlife:
bukubuffalo:
tracytakeson:
fatgirlreform:
gut2glam:
theskinnyonfatblog:
continouslywaiting:
gettingto119:
ribsplease:
victoriadiaz:
bonjourskinny:
littletinything:
obesityparty:
stickin together… :)
I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT:
featherlightrailthin:
thinkperfection:
chubbybunnyxo:
123lbs:
makemebeautifullytiny:
skinnythinfit:
So i can be beautiful
so i can take pictures with confidence
so i can go to the beach happily
so i can run without a shirt
so i can fit into jeans without lovehandles
so my thighs don’t touch together
so my bones in my collarbones show
so the bones in my wrists will pop out
so my...
I wish my friends were not so cheap.
Since I’m not towards them. Oh well.
Tumblrd through time
I definitely kept saying to myself, “Okay, just one more page..” && I ended up back to where I left off last night on my dashboard. Oh, tumblr. I think I’ve missed you.
Some of my graduation money
is going in my refer fund. I haven’t in forever. Thanks grandpa & co. :]
I wish I could look at this and feel proud, but...
hungerstrikes:
You’d think, after all of this, fifteen - twenty more pounds wouldn’t be that difficult. Well, it’s fucking hell.
Jesus girll. You just made me want to start up again and stick with it. You’ll make it to the next 20 just give it time. Whatever you do don’t give up and go back! I’ve come so close to my goal so many times and then got frustrated and quit. You...
June 2010
4 posts
I want to kill myself.
May 2010
17 posts
I simply hate living.
I think about killing myself all the time. I look up different ways to do it. I think abut what people would say. I wonder how long it would be until people didn’t think about me anymore. I feel impulses when I’m supposed to be somewhere like work or school where I want to just not go and end it right then. I hate that I have nobody I can really talk about this with. I hate that...
At one point in time
I had one tumblr. I told my two best-friends and boyfriend about it and they all made one and it was like this cool secret thing between us. I loved it. I could post anything.
Eventually one of my friends deleted hers, and I split with the ex. My one friend kept hers, but he was apparently still creeping so I just stopped using mine and started another one that was secret (This one).
I then...
What if
I’m never happy?
Fuck
I hate the mornings after binging where you feel heavier and you just feel like shit.
Food Update
Saturday: Salsa & Boca Wrap - 180 Salsa & Tortilla - 120 Edge Shake - 110 Pineapples and Cantaloupe - 110?
Total- 520
Food
Friday Boca Wrap - 190 Rice and mushrooms - 210 Total: 400
Thursday 5 Popcorns - 30 Soup - 120 Protein Shake - 180 Total: 330
theindiehippie:
savemedear:
“Skeleton Song” by...
Soo..
Several months back there was this guy that added me on myspace (not a creeper) and he was friends with my friends ex-boyfriend. He commented on one of my pictures complimenting my eyes and I commented on him having Bright Eyes in his playlist.
I checked my page for a week, but there were no new notifications so I figured he lost interest and I moved on.
Months later I get on myspace and notice...
April 2010
2 posts
I'm Back
I think,
we’ll see..